As a matter of fact, complete opposite.
I've been finding myself.
I am back to working at the restaurant now. I started kickboxing. Reunited with long lost friends.
Its been a crazy and AMAZING month.
Most importantly, my rent has been paid, my bank accounts are in the black and I've begun repaying my debts, slowly for now.
I also made an important decision to join a few friends in Taiwan for a year. We'll be leaving in September and I'm really really excited about that. I have sold my car and am getting rid of lots and lots of stuff so that I have less in storage. Every time I move (10 times in the last 5 years) I declutter but this time I'm going ALL out. I've already started and its still a few months away. I'm so excited because I know that Taiwan will be an amazing, no matter what!
For now its just work work work, save save save!