My mom and I have an extremely difficult relationship. And its been pushed even farther recently.
I am sick of Ottawa. It's too big. Too many people. Too individualistic.
I hate my job. Okay, I enjoy serving but I'm over the bullshit drama in my restaurant.
I'm terrified of what's to come job-wise. Will I be able to work during school? Will I find a job teaching?
I don't like the uncertainty still surrounding teacher's college. I JUST got email access and my placement info but I still don't have a clue what to expect for orientation or a class schedule.
And some how there are two songs that no matter what emotional crap I'm dealing with pull my spirits up and get me dancing. Yesterday I was having a self-pity nap and the first one came on.. I dragged myself out of bed and was dancing by the end of the song. The second one makes me realize that my life isn't actually horrible. I have family that loves me, amazing friends, a roof over my head and food in my fridge. And really... this has gotta be the good life :D
What would we do without music?!
Maroon 5 - Moves Like Jagger
One Republic - Good Life
I hope you enjoy these as much as I do!